July 2012
5 posts
my shameful emo side
Unfortunately, I cannot deny the markedly emotional side of myself. Loneliness: the constant struggle of my insane attempts to feel unique and independent versus my inane want for a person or people to care about me. In a world that constantly tells me that I cannot have it all—you can’t have your cake and eat it too—how am I to make sense of this? This struggle. It rears its ugly head at the...
did you also know that i have started four video projects in three months and finished none of them? i have written only three full essays, and edited none of them. i have taken one full roll of film and that’s it in the past two months. did you know that i haven’t ridden a horse in six months? did you now that these are the only things i am decently tolerable at, and i am now...
did you know that if i made you a play list it would include bauhaus’ “who killed mr. moonlight” as track five? now you know. anticipate and precipitate.
finddddddddd meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
all rats go to heaven...
How often do you feel homesick? Do you roll over in your own bed and think you are in a strange place? Does your stomach turn with your body and you run to the bathroom? Do you regurgitate your mistakes and success and regret everything? Do you stumble back to your bed like a drunk and fall into its bottomlessness? Do you talk yourself into eating something and then back out of it? When you...
